Ex-pop star on dark side of 'peak 90s' showbiz

Anthony Kavanagh, once a rising pop star in the 1990s, is now sharing his story of fame, struggle, and recovery. Growing up in Harpurhey, a tough area in Manchester, Anthony didn’t show off his musical talents much, but he loved practicing on a piano that belonged to his aunt. He became obsessed with the idea of being a pop singer after reading Smash Hits magazine. At just 18 years old, Anthony’s dream came true when he signed a record deal with Virgin Records, the same company that signed the Spice Girls. He quickly found success with hit singles like 'I Can Make You Feel Good' and 'Special Kind Of Something. ' He even performed for the royal family in Brunei and once missed a phone call from Madonna. Anthony described this time as 'peak 90s,' surrounded by other pop stars and boy bands, and living in the middle of a huge pop music movement.

However, behind the scenes, Anthony was struggling. The music industry cared a lot about image, and Anthony felt pressure to hide his sexuality. He said, 'I was a chubby kid, so it was strange to be adored like this. I didn’t really believe it, but I was in the closet. ' He felt lonely as a solo artist, missing the support that comes from being in a band. This loneliness led him to start drinking and using drugs. When he was just 21, his record label dropped him, and his addiction grew worse. Anthony explained, 'I was chasing a feeling of being wanted and loved. When that feeling disappeared, I didn’t know how to cope, so I turned to things that made me feel better, but they ended up hurting me.

Anthony tried to make a comeback by appearing on The Voice UK in 2013, but he didn’t make it past the early rounds. He also appeared on Celebrity Big Brother and other TV shows, but his addiction was still a problem. The loss of his father and sister, and his mother’s illness, made things even harder. He said, 'I kept hitting rock bottom. I lost everything—people, family, relationships—until I finally surrendered. ' That’s when Anthony decided to change his life. He took a writing course, and his teacher encouraged him to write honestly about his experiences. This led to his autobiography, 'Pop Scars,' which he says is the first thing he’s done in sobriety. Now, after two years without drinking or drugs, Anthony is proud of his book and hopes it will inspire others. He wants people to know that even after the darkest times, there is hope and a chance to start over.

Anthony’s story is not just about the struggles of fame, but also about finding hope and creativity again. He wants to help others who feel alone or lost, and he is proud of how far he has come. His journey shows that it’s possible to overcome addiction and find happiness again, even after losing everything. Anthony hopes his book will encourage others to be honest about their struggles and to keep going, no matter how hard life gets.