父親去世讓加里·萊特博迪“心碎”

Gary Lightbody, the frontman of the popular band Snow Patrol, has opened up about the profound impact his father's death had on him. Jack Lightbody, who suffered from dementia, passed away in a nursing home in December 2019. In a heartfelt interview, Gary expressed that he felt completely broken after losing his father, stating that he was 'numb for a year' following the loss. To cope with his grief, he decided to write a book titled 'The Forest is the Path,' which he hopes will resonate with others who are experiencing similar feelings of loss. He mentioned, 'I wasn't writing it thinking people were ever going to read it, I was writing it for myself. ' This indicates that the writing process was a personal journey for him, a way to process his emotions and reflect on his experiences. As he prepared for the release of his book, Gary shared that he began discussing grief with close friends, discovering that while everyone's experience is unique, love is the common thread that connects all forms of grief. He poignantly remarked, 'You can't grieve someone's passing without having loved them in the first place. ' This highlights the deep emotional bond that exists between loved ones and the pain that accompanies their loss. In his book, Gary reflects on the memories of the day his father died, expressing his love and the guilt he felt for not being present during his father's decline. He admitted, 'I was absent for so much of what had passed these last years of your cognitive decline and illness. ' This sense of guilt is a common feeling among those who have lost loved ones, as they often wish they could have done more. Gary's father's death taught him valuable lessons about resilience and the importance of moving forward. He shared, 'I never imagined, you don't imagine that happening, a parent passing. ' This statement reveals the shock and disbelief that often accompanies such a significant loss. Even when his father was battling dementia, Gary struggled to accept the reality of the situation, which contributed to his feelings of numbness. However, he also recognized the necessity of continuing with life, stating, 'But you have to get on with things as well. ' In his book, he discusses the immediate responsibilities that arise after a loved one's death, describing how he felt a shift in his role within the family. 'I felt like a torch had been passed and I was the man of the family now,' he explained, indicating that he had to step up and take charge during a difficult time. In addition to his reflections on grief, Gary has been candid about his own struggles with mental health. He reached a turning point in 2016 when he was diagnosed with infections caused by prolonged drug and alcohol abuse. This experience prompted him to get sober and focus on his mental well-being. He expressed that he feels 'less fragile now' and is determined to make the most of each day. 'A lot of the times I am writing in the book about a version of myself that is now extinct,' he noted, emphasizing the transformation he has undergone. The book serves as a companion to Snow Patrol's album, which shares the same title, 'The Forest is the Path. ' Gary explained that while the book can stand alone, listening to the album may enhance the reader's understanding of certain themes within the book. Through his writing and music, Gary Lightbody aims to connect with others who have faced similar challenges, offering a message of hope and healing in the face of loss.